Lost

The floodgate opens.

I don’t know where I am,

Or whose body I’m in.

 

Peering in the mirror,

A fractured face of lies

Stares back at me. 

 

I can’t think.

I can’t breathe,

The air rushing right out of me. 

 

How do you go on

Without air?

Without life?

 

The walls all come crashing down,

Leaving me broken,

And without any sound.

 

My voice doesn’t carry.

I can’t even speak.

I’m frozen, paralyzed.

 

I look into the dark.

There’s nothing left outside.

I’m lost in an abyss.

 

Where do I turn now?

It hurts just to be. 

 

My heart’s pounding in my chest,

But it’s not reassuring.

It just cracks me open from inside. 

 

Tell me where I go.

Tell me what to be.

It hurts just being me. 

 

It hurts just being me.

It hurts just being me. 

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